December 2009
One of
The worst moods. Trying to stay upbeat. The fact that my boyfriend who I rarely see anyway is now grounded on my last night in town is pretty upsetting. This has been one hell of a day.
I
Don’t really care about going to party tonight, I’d honestly just like to fall asleep in your arms and wake up beside you.
But you’d rather piss me off instead.
Simon French
simonfrench:
br33tease:
i have yet to learn how to work tumblr so idk how to reblog then add my comment without it looking like i was adding to your previous comments, so i’d like to say thank you for putting Pinback on here, i loved them and have been listening to them all day as well.
:) Well I kinda just found out who they were. I had a song from them but for some reason it didn’t say the...
Simon French
i have yet to learn how to work tumblr so idk how to reblog then add my comment without it looking like i was adding to your previous comments, so i’d like to say thank you for putting Pinback on here, i loved them and have been listening to them all day as well.
i might
need to start setting some goals for myself.
maybe.
this is what you get when you listen to mainstream...
Reverse
I’ve sat and watched this city crumble, Just as it was being built. And the bigger it gets the less it’s thought of, I’m just scared of losing all that we have left. And the colors of these roads are matching the rainy sky. I’m too blind to see what’s really here in front of our eyes. And I hope someday this will all reverse, And send us back to the times before....
13422.) it's simple really, I just want to cuddle...
(via blogsecret)
well,
i have come to realize that lately when i get emotionally ill, i then become physically ill.
soon my emotions will literally control my whole body.
i was thinking
of getting little gauges. not very big because i think that’d look gross on me.
but i was considering wittle baby ones, what do you think?
yes er no?
tonight
was a nice reminder, that i love my boyfriend.
goodnight, i will sleep peacefully.
i feel as if
the world is dying.
hell, i feel like most of it is already dead.
its quite sad.
its time to live your life, while you still have one.
change
lately i’ve been wondering why it seems like i’ve grown distant from a lot of people. it hasn’t been anything personal, i still like them, i just don’t find myself wanting to surround myself with them. quite frankly, it seems as though they would rather not surround themselves with me much either. its not like its been a hostile environment just sort of something thats been...
i've
been so calm today, almost content.
almost.
nostalgia
lately has become fond of consuming me late at night, when my mind can’t control where it drifts. i’ve wanted more now than i ever have to be able to go back in time, not necessarily to change anything, just to be able to re-live the memories i dwell so much on. just knowing that things will never be the same makes me want everything i used to have so much more. don’t get me...
i have
so many thoughts just running around in my head at the moment. so many things that i’ve had to come to terms with today, its all eating away at me, but i don’t have the time or strength to discuss it all right now. i’ll wait till tomorrow, maybe that’ll give me time to calm down, step back from everything and have a better perspective on whats going on.
btw; i love my...
i have
given up on everything. maybe its best i do go to therapy.
whatever.
now
my loves, i will be heading to bed.
where i will sleep for a good hour and a half, before i have school.
FML.
i lied
you’re never going to leave my life, you’re always there. you have become my guilty pleasure. you might not be strong enough to handle this, but i’m not strong enough to let you go.
i guess we’ll call it even.
dear you,
i know what has to be done, i swear i do. i know that this isn’t going to work. you’re simply not strong enough to do it, or maybe you’re not mature enough to do it? i’ve sat and pretended like you were, hoped that you were. we both know the truth. for so long i’ve wanted to be enough, it didn’t matter what it took to become that, i was willing. i was willing to...
“When you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with someone, you want...”
– When Sally Met Harry (via yourhappyplace) (via quote-book)
i'm still
trying to figure this & xanga out.
failfailfail.
if
you see it coming. if you’re pretty aware that something will indeed happen, whether you try to avoid it or not, does that make it easier to handle? does it make your reaction to the event any “better”?
i used to think so, i used to plan everything out so nicely, so at least if something happened that i wasn’t exactly fond of, i would be expecting it. and somehow, that...
5 a.m.
and i couldn’t sleep if i wanted to. my thoughts have taken over my mind, they’re not easy to escape. i’ve given up, and you have won again.
words of truth...or not.
“If someone betrays you once, it’s their fault; if they betray you twice, it’s your fault.”
-Eleanor Roosevelt
at first, i thought this was a great quote, one to be written down and remembered for future reference.
then as i began to think more about it & reflect on my current situation i realized this is pretty much a bullshit excuse for someone to have another chance. i...
Bree Bree
xnarcissusx:
winkface.
nuff said. :D
haha. ;)
Dear World,
xnarcissusx:
I know you’re full of women.
Send one my way, on the pronto.
I wanna fuck.
Love, james.
Dear World,
i know you’re full of men.
send one my way, on the pronto. OR let the one in front of me get his shit together.
I wanna fuck.
Love, Bree.
why?
this question seems to come up quite often lately.
why did i decide to make this? the answer is a lot more simple than i imagine the answers to my other questions are. basicly because James Dupont told me to, and because i’m thinking maybe doing this will keep me from needing to vent to someone all the time.
i guess that leaves me still pondering the 93216821457698032 other...